Archcindus

Ek five-minute hug ki keemat tum kya jano xyz babuu, Shayad sb kuch to nhi pr han bhot kuch hoti hai.. . . Wese to kamzor pad jana meri phitrat me tha hi nhi kabhi, par haan pad gya tha ek din me bhi kamzor , Shayad itna ki btla pana, mere bhi bas ki baat nhi. Wese to kisi cheez se dr nhi lga kbhi, Pr han ek din lg gya tha dar bhi kabhi, Bhot zada pr han bhot pyara sa shayad.. Ek nyi shuruwat si thi mere bhi man me ek nye rishte ki taraf, shayad esa ek rishta jisne aaj mujhe pura badal kr rkh dia Dar ki baat kr rha tha me , To haan us din dar lag rha tha mujhe , Smjh nhi arha tha ki kya chees hai mere andar ye , Wo Feeling * kya thi, Pyar??  Shayad Dosti?? Kya Care bhi esi hi hoti hai?? And then what about that possessiveness??? Ek khone ka drr bhi tha khin, Sath ki khushi bhi thi , Ek nyi shuruwat ke lie ghabrahat, Prrr sbse zyada dr us din ushi chees ka tha jo mere andar chal rhi thi or samajh nhi aa rhi thi us pehel.. Itni ghabr...

Kuch haseen lafzon ke alfaz bhi jb phike pad jate hai, Aankhen whin se apni kahani batana shuru kr deti hai…. Aankhen , zubaan ki tarah byan krna to nhi janti, Magar, sari shikayaten kr deti hai unhe samjhne wale se, Jis wafadari se aankhen, sath nibhati hai Apke humsafar ka, Us kadar to shayad aap khud bhi na nibha paoge kbhi, Khete hai ki ankhon ke aansu sari bate keh jaya krte hai, Nam nhi….  Mene sukhee aankhon ko pdna seekh lia tha, Kunki aansoo khtm ho chuke the whan.. Aaj dekha chand zamanno baad us chehro ko, Or ek baar phir uski aankhen ussse dga kar meri hogyi, Sara sach byan bhi kr gyi, or ek baar uth ke nazare wo, nazaro hmari se mil bhi na ski Zamana yu hi nahi keh dia mene, Pr shayad apne bin, zindagi , katne nikla hu ab to pal pal ka hisaab rkhta hu, Baaakkii… Aam insaan hi hu , Khin deewana mt samajhna.. Wo phir keh denge tujhe tujhse achhe se jante hai hum, Or hm bhi bs whi keh kr shayad muh mod lenge, jo kha krta the ...

Aukaat… haha.. ek esa kadwa sach, Jisse smjhna bhi shayad sab ki aukaat me nhi, Koshish kri thi samjhane ki, Lekin usse zyada bhi mere hath me nhi Ek raat ki baat hai , Or kuch yadon ka saath hai, Teri har baat ko sach man lia tha, Tujh se bin puch tere man ka haal jaan lia tha, Kehne se pehle sath khada hota tha, So jane ke baad bhi to sath hi sota tha, Subaah ke pehle msg se leke Agli subah tk chal rhe gud night tk, In sab pr maan lia tha mene ab mera haq, Or to or jab tune keh di, Ki ye main, main nhi hum hai, Oh bhai maine socha ab iske baad mujhe kya gum hai… Sirf…. Tujhe ek baar rota dekh kr.. Phir tera ye kehna, Ki itna pyar koi kissi se kese, Or ye sunkr khush hona andar hi andar routine sa bnne lga tha, Aakhir abh jakr to tujhe khone ka dr mn se hatne lga tha… Tune hi pucha tha itna sb ku mere lie, Madam…  chutiya tha me, Bs ab khush!! Yaaron ki mehfillo se uth jata tha tere lie , Ye soch ki smjhadunga un saalon k...