❤️ Love_ReDefined️π
As usual I was just scrolling down the Facebook posts ,
Just scrolling n scrolling I saw #InnerVoice_by_WittyFeed (credits),it's a nice page though it needs you freakin experience in life.. hahaha..
While
scrolling I found this post that says “ I still cry remembering your first touch” or like “I still remember our first conversation” and than I realized that I am was unfortunate from the start, I started getting towards you since I was just 8…
How the hell am I gonna remember anything of that time ,even I didn't knew how it took me towards you and carved you deeply inside my heart.
“My friend said she is not worth your tears, but this bleeding heart didn't heard”..
This is interesting to see how 10 years passed waiting for you, but it's deadly to knowπππ believe me,
When someone asks do this really happens like loving someone till eternity and all this stuff, -the more you stay away ,the safest you are ,
You have no control whether to be a part of this or not neither you can change it , how lucky are those who get there true love..
You love a girl ,the girl rejects you , you ask for a reason , she says you are ugly , that's OK
She says you are fat, OK
You are black , OK
You are poor ,OK
I love someone else , OK
I don't want a relationship, OK
I am not sure ,OK
I am afraid, OK
Well this all can be changed … no matter what,
But when she says no, she don't like you because she never felt something for you, nothing at all , the heart cries , no one can hear , no one actually needs to,
“The best love quote she produced on social media was penned with his pain”,
It is interesting to understand how the heart functions yes , but if it cries , untraceable πππ
The only thing that eats me even today is that I hope that you and me will be one in the end,
People dream their careers, their success stories, there fears but I dream pain..
It's true we can't be pained by our dreams but what if the dream is like you are standing at her marriage, the girl you waited for
The girl you lived for,
I see some of your pics , one I remember in which you stood in short clothes, am not sexist, not against the clothing, or not that it pinches me when you look beautiful, but I hate that pic..
You know why , coz I know the mentality of other (some) boys standing out there in the crowd, I know what they imagine , I know I can't do anything thing regarding that , I know I have no rights on you, but I hate if someone thinks wrong of you
I am not interested in your body, I don't need to prove that, I love you,
But yes it is true that I will be hurted the most even by the thought of someone else with you.
Yes it's true I feel myself the daredevil , I feel I can do anything if I want, but you are my limit..
I see your eyes , they can make my day,
I see someone else in them , it pains..
I see your lips , they can cure any of my wound,
But even thought of that kiss for someone else , yes I feel hurted.
Yes I lose my powers in front of you , I lose my convincing skills , I lose the mind games I play, that doesn't mean I am shy of you, nope it can't be
But yes I am too busy watching the face , I know can never be mine,
I can't force you to be with me , yes but now I can't force my heart too
People say when they are in relation that even the thought of losing scares you, but even a glimpse of not having you eats me.
Let me tell you how love becomes a teacher,
I have learnt a new way to live , your memories.
Every single memory of your that I have is my favourite, and is essential.I Guess memories must be synonymous to oxygenππ.. Kidding.
I read somewhere, that “It's you in the pic necessary to make the pic gud for me” , I scrolled your pics and I didn't just believed but felt that.
I want you to be a part of my life, but I know I can't help it, because it's not like just getting a girl…. It pains. I can feel and don't wish it either for rapists(the worst people I can think of).
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