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Ek five-minute hug ki keemat tum kya jano xyz babuu, Shayad sb kuch to nhi pr han bhot kuch hoti hai.. . . Wese to kamzor pad jana meri phitrat me tha hi nhi kabhi, par haan pad gya tha ek din me bhi kamzor , Shayad itna ki btla pana, mere bhi bas ki baat nhi. Wese to kisi cheez se dr nhi lga kbhi, Pr han ek din lg gya tha dar bhi kabhi, Bhot zada pr han bhot pyara sa shayad.. Ek nyi shuruwat si thi mere bhi man me ek nye rishte ki taraf, shayad esa ek rishta jisne aaj mujhe pura badal kr rkh dia Dar ki baat kr rha tha me , To haan us din dar lag rha tha mujhe , Smjh nhi arha tha ki kya chees hai mere andar ye , Wo Feeling * kya thi, Pyar??  Shayad Dosti?? Kya Care bhi esi hi hoti hai?? And then what about that possessiveness??? Ek khone ka drr bhi tha khin, Sath ki khushi bhi thi , Ek nyi shuruwat ke lie ghabrahat, Prrr sbse zyada dr us din ushi chees ka tha jo mere andar chal rhi thi or samajh nhi aa rhi thi us pehel.. Itni ghabr...

Kuch haseen lafzon ke alfaz bhi jb phike pad jate hai, Aankhen whin se apni kahani batana shuru kr deti hai…. Aankhen , zubaan ki tarah byan krna to nhi janti, Magar, sari shikayaten kr deti hai unhe samjhne wale se, Jis wafadari se aankhen, sath nibhati hai Apke humsafar ka, Us kadar to shayad aap khud bhi na nibha paoge kbhi, Khete hai ki ankhon ke aansu sari bate keh jaya krte hai, Nam nhi….  Mene sukhee aankhon ko pdna seekh lia tha, Kunki aansoo khtm ho chuke the whan.. Aaj dekha chand zamanno baad us chehro ko, Or ek baar phir uski aankhen ussse dga kar meri hogyi, Sara sach byan bhi kr gyi, or ek baar uth ke nazare wo, nazaro hmari se mil bhi na ski Zamana yu hi nahi keh dia mene, Pr shayad apne bin, zindagi , katne nikla hu ab to pal pal ka hisaab rkhta hu, Baaakkii… Aam insaan hi hu , Khin deewana mt samajhna.. Wo phir keh denge tujhe tujhse achhe se jante hai hum, Or hm bhi bs whi keh kr shayad muh mod lenge, jo kha krta the ...

Aukaat… haha.. ek esa kadwa sach, Jisse smjhna bhi shayad sab ki aukaat me nhi, Koshish kri thi samjhane ki, Lekin usse zyada bhi mere hath me nhi Ek raat ki baat hai , Or kuch yadon ka saath hai, Teri har baat ko sach man lia tha, Tujh se bin puch tere man ka haal jaan lia tha, Kehne se pehle sath khada hota tha, So jane ke baad bhi to sath hi sota tha, Subaah ke pehle msg se leke Agli subah tk chal rhe gud night tk, In sab pr maan lia tha mene ab mera haq, Or to or jab tune keh di, Ki ye main, main nhi hum hai, Oh bhai maine socha ab iske baad mujhe kya gum hai… Sirf…. Tujhe ek baar rota dekh kr.. Phir tera ye kehna, Ki itna pyar koi kissi se kese, Or ye sunkr khush hona andar hi andar routine sa bnne lga tha, Aakhir abh jakr to tujhe khone ka dr mn se hatne lga tha… Tune hi pucha tha itna sb ku mere lie, Madam…  chutiya tha me, Bs ab khush!! Yaaron ki mehfillo se uth jata tha tere lie , Ye soch ki smjhadunga un saalon k...

Haha, Shi hai na, Tuuu.. khin hai na, Aaj tera wajood meri nazaron me khatre me hai, Janta hai ku , Kunki tu mujhme hai or khin nhi , Tujhe manna sikhaya jata hai hme bchpan se, Shayad iske siwa , Mujhe nhi lgta, ki haan, tu bhi hai khin.. Bhagwaan sb thik kr dega , Bhagwaan pr vishwaas rkh, Upar wale sb dekh rha hai, Ye sunkr hum sb bde hue , Hhaaha pele ye btao upar jakr kitni uske samne khde hue… Hr dukh mera khudse pehla tujhse bant-ta tha, Or Har khushi meri me, tujhe khud se pehle khush manta tha, Kbhi roya bhi tere samne , To kuch soch kr ki shayad tu sunta hoga , Ek raah chlta smjha gya ki tu bhi yr upar shayad pura din sota hoga Teri shuruwat mere manne se hai , Or Mere manna tere hone se .. Lekin agar tu hai, to khan reh jata hai Sabse zruri raston pr… Agr sab shi krna chahta hai , To kuch galat hone hi ku deta hai, Or agr kuch sikhana chahta hai , To bhi ese… Agr hme bnane wala tu hai, Hme bcha smjh palne...

Khubsurti esi ki byaan krne pr au, To shayad ye chaand bhi aaj fikka sa pdne lge, Or ye shaam, shayad chhoti. Aftaab(Sun) ne bhi jb uska zikr sunna tha, To jal kr muh mod sa lia tha. Nazaakat(delicateness) kuch esi mano kisi baag me ek esa phool, Jispr bethna hr bhwra chahta ho, pr uski komal pankhudion pr apni koi chhap nhi chodne chahta, Wo jese hai moutjza(miracle) si hai. Hr muskurahat me uski ek ruhaaniyat(soulfulness) si hai, Or hr lafz uska ek inaayat(blessing) hai. Ba-dastoor(Unaltered) jb talak thi wo, Sukoon(peace) sa tha uski lehja(way of speaking) me ek, Uski chaal me ek riwaayat(traditional touch) thi, Or Jis qadar faisla kr lia badalne ka, Sb piche chod sa dia Mano sapne hmare the jo glti se unhone dekh lie the kabhi. Jis shiddat se us mohabbat ki shuruwat hui thi , Shayad agar hui bhi thi, Ushi shiddat ke nazranno ko tarsna wajood se bnne lga tha shayad ab, Galti dhundhne se shuru kia tha, Or ab shayad ek dusre se milne k...

Jb tu khda hai, to khde rehne ke lie 10 log haath denge Jb tk tu dunia ke hisaab se chal rha hai, to bhai haan log haath denge Jb tu dgmagae kisi faisle pr, bhai, haan log sath denge Jb tu shayad ek baar bhi galat hoga, bhle hi taunt maarne , pr log sath honge Jb tu kisi ke lie kuch krega shayad sbke khilaaf bhi jaakr , vo koi ek sath hoga Jb khin bhid bhot age dikhegi tujhe, to bhi bhai ,koi zrur tere bhi piche or kuch log tere sath honge Jb kisi ko  apna samjh kr bethega or kisi se dur hoga, bhai sbse pehle log saath honge Jb teri asti ke roop me teri hasti uthegi, haaannn bhai log sath honge Bs ek chis yad rkhle e-dost, Jb gir kr bikhar jaega Uthne ke hr jatan se ukhh jaega Yaar sath denge… Samay rehte un yaaron ki qadar krna sikh lio, Kunki kya hai na, yaar to phir bhi sath milenge pr shayad tu, tu nhi rhe jaega...

Have you ever wondered about the thought that is going in writer's mind when he actually physically writes his work??? Have you ever wondered what actually he wanted ever to convey by his work?? Is it like you actually get what you should be getting through that write up in front of you? Its not easy to write out exactly whats going in someone's mind but again I am trying the same😂😂😂 A smile is the prettiest illusion humans tend to make to others. What is a connect that joins two human beings so strongly? Naah…. This time am sure not just love, it can't be ,but what else. Thinking n thinking n thinking like over n over , again n again but not to an end, I am a programmer and I thought infinity loops are just theorotical or during runtime but naah ,said life this time. This time I just dont know what exactly to say. Pain and losing something(let's call it - lost)  have always been in a relationship, I very pure one , once lost asked p...

                              A Wish : Love Today something strange happened.. I have heard this a lot that a girl searches for her father in a boy , and the boy searches for her mother in a girl. I asked many, why so, they told that the main reason behind love was to complete a self…. No one in this world was born perfect, hence no one was complete from the start, love is the sense of attachment to someone when one half identifies the other remaining one.                            We all are so busy in our lives that we go in a way that we dont care about our own selves, When someone who notices us that much , brings us in our concern or makes us a completely changed person what we ever wanted to be ,      Congrats you are on the righ...

     ❤️ Love_ReDefined️💔 As usual I was just scrolling down the Facebook posts , Just scrolling n scrolling I saw #InnerVoice_by_WittyFeed   (credits),it's a nice page though it needs you freakin experience in life.. hahaha.. While scrolling I found this post that says “ I still cry remembering your first touch” or  like “I still remember our first conversation” and than I realized that I am was unfortunate from the start, I started getting towards you since I was just 8… How the hell am I gonna remember anything of that time ,even I didn't knew how it took me towards you and carved you deeply inside my heart. “My friend said she is not worth your tears, but this bleeding heart didn't heard”.. This is interesting to see how 10 years passed waiting for you, but it's deadly to know😂😂😂 believe me,          When someone asks do this really happens like loving someone till eternity and all...